If you read my June newsletter, you will know that I promised myself that I would record, edit and upload a podcast by the end of the month – purely for the sheer joy (and agony!) of making something and putting it out there. I’m not sure about you, but in the land of Pretty Girl Dressed In Nice Clothes Posing In Front of Jungle Plants or Historic Landmark aka Instagram, I’ve started taking ages to write and edit images and captions. I also faff over writing blog posts, and what used to take me an hour or two to publish can sometimes take days, if not weeks! I’ve found this relentless pursuit to create something beautiful, unique and let’s not forget, flawless, to really stunt my luss for writing and blogging. Half of the time I give up and don’t post or create anything anyway.
The idea behind publishing a podcast episode this month was to step out of my comfort zone and to try making something completely new! I have never used the voice memo app on my phone or edited an audio file in my life. And can I tell you something? I know it’s not going to be perfect (seriously, I know) and I also know it won’t be everybody’s cup of tea, but I HAD SUCH FUN DOING IT. I had fun recording it (like seven times), I had fun researching how to edit audio files (although to be honest, I just kinda faded the music into my recording and left it at that – warts and all!); I had fun googling how to find a hosting platform for your podcast; I had fun doing the (very basic) artwork and I had fun pulling it all together. I felt alive again, like the time I pressed “publish” on my very first blog post on my very first (and very simple-themed) blog. Or like that time my brother and I wrote and recorded our own radio show on our family’s HIFI. We all want things to look (or sound, in this case) good, but sometimes we can get so caught up in the end product, and the fear involved around its reception, that we forget to enjoy the creative journey. I truly loved doing this and the only cash I spent on creating this was signing up to a podcast hosting platform. I think how often we scoff at people who call themselves “creatives” because what does that truly mean? How do you define a creative? In truth we are all creatives – in everything we do! Whether it’s cooking a delicious meal for your family or writing a post card to your friend, being creative means putting a little bit of yourself into doing and making something – and most of all, damn well enjoying the process!
In this episode, recorded on my daughter’s first birthday, I talk about how and why motherhood has changed me and the work I do – for the better! It is me – raw and honest, on my morning walk, talking into my phone about everything from my reluctant-to-detach placenta, my new mom bod and why sometimes being a parent feels like a never-ending cycle of live-die-repeat. Be sure to subscribe and share this episode if it resonates with you! Although it’s mostly me talking kak about myself, so if you make it to the end – good for you! Hah!
You can find the episode on iTunes Podcast (the purple app on your phone with the microphone pic) by searching for my name or for Walking with Wildflowers. Or you can just press play below. I’m still in the approval process for Spotify but hopefully will be available there soon too. Enjoy!
PS: Hold out for the blooper at the end!
Well. Andrew had got it so right (this time!). The 1960s hippy movement brought many free-spirited travellers to the island of Ibiza, which was a mecca for hippies due to the continued practise by locals of ancient songs, dance and rituals that date back to before the time of Christ. The island is also said to hold many spiritual powers, with the Carthaginian goddess of love and fertility, Tanit, said to live inside Es Vedra, a limestone rocky outcrop on the Island’s southern coast. Despite the influx of the manic party tourists in the summer, ranging from billionaires arriving on yachts to British students arriving on Ryanair flights, there is still a progressive community of spiritualists and artists living on the island, leading to a general appreciation of health, wellness and creativity. There were vegan and vegetarian options at almost every restaurant we visited and the supermarket down the road had one of the biggest selections of vegan “meats” and “cheeses” I have ever seen. There really is a feeling I can’t quite describe about the island, and it’s easily one of the most intoxicating places I’ve visited. It’s not everyday you see a lithe, dreadlocked, real-life nymph at breakfast in luminous green tights and a purple crop-top with a French bulldog on her lap. Let’s just say that I’m almost about ready to pack up my life and move to that dreamy little island!

Passion was founded by the lovely Lana Love back in 2002 – way before the health conscious movement was as popular as it is now. In fifteen years it has grown from one to six shops, including four cafes, a juice bar and a health shop. If you’re in Ibiza, there are cafes in Playa Den Bosa, Ibiza Town on the Marina, San Jose and Santa Eulalia. Each cafe has its own vibe and decor, but a common thread of modern, light design runs through the spine of them all. The menus also vary slightly from location to location – for example, Santa Eulalia is the most vegan and vegetarian friendly cafe, whilst the newest offering, San Jose, is geared towards a wining and dining clientele, with offerings of organic wine and beer as well as delicious and healthy tapas platters. There really is something for everyone and I almost wish we had stayed in Ibiza for our entire babymoon so I could try every spot. Next time!

We stayed at The Gran Hotel Montesol in Old Town Ibiza, which I think is officially my favourite and the prettiest hotel I’ve ever stayed in. We rented a car to get around the island – they drive on the right so take a little cruise around the airport carpark before hopping onto the highway. If you’re not into debauchery, then I highly recommend visiting the island in early spring like we did – we enjoyed some magnificent warm days and I finally got to witness those magical Ibiza beach sunsets everyone (Andrew) bangs on about. Also, accommodation is a lot cheaper in early spring than during the busy summer months. A lot of restaurants, shops and bars are closed during the off-season, so be sure to double check they’re open before missioning there and maybe being disappointed. I wish I could say I did some fancy cultural things like visit museums and art galleries – and we did consider taking a bump pic of me pretending to drink a bottle of whiskey and smoke a joint outside the famous club, Pacha – but I literally just ate, walked the streets and slept the entire time. Hashtag pregnant in Ibiza! Thank you Andrew for being right this time. This little island gem has a piece of my heart forever.



